so. there is coming a time when my life will be over and the lord will take a look at all the things I've done while in my mortal body and he will test them all with fire - if they burn up they will be a loss for me, but if they withstand the fire, then I have some reward.
how hopeless for me! I am such a sinner and so unreliable in my ways!
then I realized that I cannot do a good thing - but if any good thing does happen then God has used me in some manner and the work wasn't me - it was him.
This understanding that it isn't me doing anything good, but God doing it gave me cause for celebration!
c.anna
