so. I've recently understood that the attitude i take in my service can rob me of any reward i many have won by it.
for example, If I give a needy person some money and then, inwardly, grumble about how hard done by I am in helping them - I won't have any reward for that deed.
and this goes for any service rendered. if i give of myself and grumble and cry then what glory is there in the service?
c.anna
